self reflexive filmmaking - part 3

in Rajkumar santoshi's film Damini, Aamir Khan appears for a cameo in a dance performance with Damini's main lead - Meenaxi Seshadri - but Aamir appears as film star Aamir Khan itself - so after the dance gets over - a journalist comes around him and asks "aapki nayi film "andaz apna apna" kab aa rahi hai"?

and eventually Rajkumar Santoshi's next film starring aamir Khan was the legendary "Andaz Apan Apna"...i am sure Santoshi must be simultaneously shooting both the films....

PVR cinema sucks! big time!!!!

how would u feel, if every other fashinable lady is allowed with her hand bag inside the multiplex but u are not allowed to take your shopping bag because u are having a carry bag of that place where u shopped from...?

how would u feel if u are asked to submit your helmet to a nearby pan shop, who will in-turn charge u 10 bucks for the helmet? all this coz, the multiplex authorities cant take care of your helmet, or more they cant have a counter where they can keep their helmets? so u pay 7 rs/- for parking your bike, then u pay 10/- bucks for your helmet at the pan shop (out of which i am sure PVR, Anupam must be having its commission)- thus u almost end up paying 20 more bucks in addition to your ticket of rs. 175/-

unbelievable, the way we allow corporatization to intrude our lives? but then why would i go to a fuck-all cinema hall like PVR, Anupam - only bcoz they were playing "there will be blood"....so much for a film...ooof!!!

PVR needs to place a counter for helmets/handbags, even their competitors Satyam multiplexes have it... so why go all the way to saket, when i can watch films at Nehru place.. Fuck u PVR!!!

Little Miss Sunshine...

if there was any film that would have slapped hard on the face of American moralistic values and the western culture and the influence on their kids, then it was Little Miss Sunshine.

there is this thing in which i believe...if u want to show someone a mirror show him such a huge large mirror that the person gets a little terrified...! u know its like when society starts thinking that a few things are not to be seen or shown in society...its only then when u exaggerate more and show it back to them, they are a little shaken from their grounds. Something what the Urdu writer Sa'adat Hasan Manto used to do! To show the naked face of human dignity, he depicted his characters and stories with such rawness that it was almost frightening for society.

somehow i find a strange parallel with Manto's stories, when the last sequence of "Little Miss Sunshine" comes - the little 7 or maybe 8-year old girl - to everyone's complete disbelief starts doing a striptease act. Man...would you believe that...but then if u see all those little girls in the beauty pageant, you feel as if "what is being done to htese little souls?" - in the first place why is there a beauty pageant for 5 to 8 year old girls...? but such is the state of the state of America that anything like this is passed as a part of a so-called "mature" society..and to counter this - there was this stud sitting there, to whom Olive's father asks? "are u a parent?" and he casually asks "first time in the pageant?.. to which the father doesnt have a reply!
i almost thought that, that guy was a child molester out there for hunt, but looking at Olive's performance...where everyone almost walks off, he s the one who genuinely stands up and applauds the performance...

(i maybe wrong in this interpretation but thats how i thought bout it)...

hail sunshine guys...!!! its a beautiful film...

and then there are these wonderful one-liners:

- You know what? Fuck beauty contests. Life is one fucking beauty contest after another. School, then college, then work... Fuck that. And fuck the Air Force Academy. If I want to fly, I'll find a way to fly. You do what you love, and fuck the rest.

- Dwyane: I wish I could just sleep until I was eighteen and skip all this crap-high school and everything-just skip it.

Frank: Do you know who Marcel Proust is?

Dwayne: He's the guy you teach.

Frank: Yeah. French writer. Total loser. Never had a real job. Unrequited love affairs. Gay. Spent 20 years writing a book almost no one reads. But he's also probably the greatest writer since Shakespeare. Anyway, he uh... he gets down to the end of his life, and he looks back and decides that all those years he suffered, Those were the best years of his life, 'cause they made him who he was. All those years he was happy? You know, total waste. Didn't learn a thing. So, if you sleep until you're 18... Ah, think of the suffering you're gonna miss. I mean high school? High school-those are your prime suffering years. You don't get better suffering than that...

self reflexive filmmaking - part 2

In the film 'Bawarchi', Amitabh who is introducing the film and the characters in the begining says this about Jaya Bhaduri:

"yeh shivnathji ke doosre suputr ki beti.. Krishna hai... badi pyaari, chotti si "Guddi" si bachchi hai..."

thats a cute one hrishida!

self reflexive filmmaking...part 1

apropos to my post about Film within films...and my confession for great love on this genre called self-reflexive films - from now on i have started a self-reflexive filmmaking series wherein i will showcase some trivia about directors who almost in some or their other films have shown this great art of self-reflexive behavior!

the first in the series is micheal haneke..the next best thing to Amadeus Mozart from Austria. Haneke has had a wonderful take on self reflexive filmmaking!

picture this: (courtesy: sensesofcinema.org)
here we are talking about his film 'Funny Games'
Haneke employs a number of self-referential devices to, as the director once said, “rape the spectator to independence.” Halfway through the film, for instance, one killer winks into the camera and subsequently asks the viewer, “what would you bet that this family is dead by nine o'clock tomorrow?” The film thus plays with the spectator just as the young men play their “funny game” with the family. The killer Paul later explains why he can't possibly stop his abuse: “we're still under the length of a proper feature film.”

The ironic self-referentiality reaches its apex when a character actually rewinds the film. When the mother manages to grab a gun and shoot Paul's accomplice, Paul grabs a remote control and rewinds the scene, thus securing control over the film's outcome.


WOW!!!! man that is the kind of filmmaking i would go nuts for! haneke u can employ me for my whole life - for free.. i will mop and sweep your sets happily....

where's the 'Gaon" in 'Gurgaon'?

facts please:

- almost all the corporates that exist in India have a glass-walled office in Gurgaon

- a parking space acc. to one of my friends cost 2 lacs, forget the flat/pent house - this is just the cost of parking space for ur car.

- the new state-of-the-art delhi-gurgaon expressway was just inaugurated, which has 21 bucks as toll tax for a single vehicle's entry on just one side!

- India's biggest real estate giant (who is on a virtual tour to grab India's prime land) DLF has a almost 50% hold over the gurgaon city land.

i was on a Haryana Transport bus called Delhi to Rewari.
So most of the occupants who were travelling in the bus were people who belonged to the lower strata of the society. when the bus crossed airport, almost all fo them turned left to see the flights taking off, one of them said: "woh dekho..aeroplane!"
wow! when did i last hear "Aeroplane" - i loved the sound of it! "Aeroplane" - and they were all so awestruck by the sight of 3 or 4 planes that it almost made me felt like that fevicol ad about the aliens coming on earth and the expressions on the faces of those actors. And as u go ahead, the expressway makes u feel like a runway. So, for those people the bus was giving them the experience of an aeroplane in the price of a bus fare! Thats development! :)

When the bus enters Gurgaon, it is a sight to be seen. Huge glass-walled buildings, Shopping Malls, Corporate offices, skyscrapers, never-before-seen design on buildings and what not! (one of the advertsing boards say: India's longest shopping mall now with a 1 km long shopping floor!) Woosh! are they going to have cabs now inside the malls?
imagine u coming out of Pantaloons and you ask the cabbie "bhaiyya next stop Shopper's Stop.!, wahi thodi der rukne ke baad, hum Tommy Hilfiger jaayenge!" But your kid will insist to go to Playstation joint, so u ask the cabbie wala, "jab tak hum Shopper's Stop mei ho, tab tak tum isse PlayStation ghooma ke leke aana" wow! i can see this... it will soon happen!)
bloody 1 km shopping mall!

the people in bus didnt have any option. a few must have closed their windows in disbelief and a few were still trying to figure out "whether the bus has taken a different route?", well i am exaggerating -

everyone knows and have heard about what Gurgaon has become - but never did they expect such a huge concrete jungle! I am sure, the residents of rural haryana are almost in a state of shock!

But the shocker comes now! half of delhi daily commutes to gurgaon but then there is
no such thing called Public transport! Its almost like a poor is not allowed to travel or live in gurgaon.

More shocking part, as i enter a high-rise building where my friend rents a flat - there is no electricity for the next 3 hours! so what are u suppose to do, but talk about the dichotomy...

what have we all made our cities to be?
there is multiplex, malls, offices but no transport or electricity.

i can see what rapid urbanization is doing to our country and this is just happening in the capital's neighbourhood. wonder what the other parts of the country has to say?

my series of blogs on gurgaon will continue with the frequent trips I make there!

to be continued...

Zoom in to Director's Cut!

well, somehow i caught up with TV today - something herzog really hates...and well, TV in India is not any better..but there is this gossip page 3 channel called Zoom TV - they have managed to come out with a fresh piece of program called Director's Cut.

i was just surfing channels at my friend's place and i heard this:
When Pradeep Sarkar was asked that how do u feel being a film director he said:
"Nasha jab pesha ban jaaye, toh life mei mazaa aata hai..."

Pradeep Sarkar has done 1500 ads and several music videos for Euphoria and other bands..no wonder he came up with this fantastic line....

will make it a point to watch this program from now on...

http://www.thestickingplace.com/books/werner-herzog/production-company.php

herzog on herzog was a superb read...even the excerpts made my day...how true he is when he says "A pianist is made in childhood, a filmmaker at any age"...

he is so damn right that filmmakers do not come from any particular background...they come from the school of life.. he became a welder..and he took it up so that he could fund his first film.. .one really needs to be so deep into the madness called films that he can take up anything that comes into his route...if only a few fools understood this...

cinema comes from within u, the more the experiences you absorb the more you will be able to express....

time to catch "Rescue Dawn"

delhi dilemmas

why isn't the capital city among the best cities to do business? the reason is simple.. the spirit of business among its people is so amiss! i am sure delhi can never ever become the best business district of our country. the VCD shop guy to whom i regularly go... i am stressing - to whom i regularly go..will not give me my money back since the CD dint work on my comp. It is even more generous to expect that the shopkeeper can sense the mood of the customer that the CD has not worked and he s back within 20 minutes to my shop, since he is upset and wants to return the CD, let me take the VCD and return him his money along with the deposit. but instead he wouldn't even care about that aspect and start trying to justify himself by showing that see the CD works at my place. arrey yaar, if the CD hasn't worked this time and the customer is back in 20 mins, why dont u just take the CD back and return the money? he s a regualr customer, he comes once a week - why to spoil the business just because of 1 film - but No! - delhi's traders and its shopkeepers are known for their cunning behaviour...

almost all of my relatives had warned me before going to this city that - delhi is known for its thugs...."aisse he film ka naam dilli ka thug nahi rakhaa gaya tha..."..so true they were... and this is not my first experience - on countless instances, the customer has been treated like this...and when the customer has been treated royally - i make sure i ask the origin of where the trader belongs to and in most cases it turns out that he s a non-delhite...

the people who think belong to delhi and rightfully own delhi are the ones who are causing problems to the city. A normal ordinary migrant is contributing to the city and in a certain way is also benefitting from the metro - but then i think if delhi will be ruined than it will be because of its people and not the migrants or travellers or some fly-by-night people like me - who have just come here to spend 2 years and not a single day more!

delhi's majority of business class stinks! heavily!

bombay ड्रीम्ज़

रात जब मुम्बई की सड़कों पर,
अपने पंजो को पेट में लेकर
काली बिल्ली की तरह सोती है
अपनी पलकें नही गिराती कभी
साँस की लम्बी लम्बी बौछारें
उड़ती रहती है खुश्क साहिल पर!
- gulzar

Jams...

Something that fascinates me about megalopolis like Delhi and Mumbai are its traffic jams. With developing fly overs, metro rail, underpasses, and other infrastructure - we permanently find that the “work is in progress”, and our multiplying needs make sure that these boards don’t go to a locker, instead once a particular infrastructure is completed, they just shift their places to other areas. Thus a particular group of sign boards never are able to take rest! While amidst a traffic jam, we see a hundred thousand brands of cars lined up and inside each of them is a story - when I look inside a plush Skoda, I find an old gentleman (or maybe he was not old - he had deliberately whitened all his hair) reading “economic times”, as I look ahead I observed a driver adjusting his underwear in a Indica and on the left there is a group of salesman with the logo of their banks on their bags - all together, yet on different bikes - they are always in hunt for that small little gap between cars - through which they can sneak and make sure that the carwallahs give them a grudging look. Behind me is an extraordinarily dressed woman who is probably off to shopping, she takes pity on a kid selling Vogue and obliges him, but me thinks she would have picked even if a drunkard was selling the mag. 2 more cars ahead there is a middle-aged uncle, ya you guessed it - on a bajaj trying to insert the ringing mobile from the small gap available between his ears and the helmet - oh but there is more, due to winters he also has a monkey cap between his ears and helmet - now he gets fed up from trying the mobile to get through, coz the caller may cut, at last he removes his helmet, lifts his monkey cap and shouts “arrey traffic mei hu!”. A few students are crossing the road infact cutting the traffic jam by playing a car maze kind of game, where they pass, then stop, then figure, then again walk, then turn and finally before another car can reach they jump to the pavement.
Hmmm...my next topic through the lens is delhi traffic....have to capture something on my camera...have to...have to...

P.S: had written this before the start of the shoot of my second film.

Filmmaking is essentially a medium through which one tries to tell different stories. But then, in my case its just the 2nd film (logically the third – the first was a premature baby) and in both the films, there is an element about filmmaking always shouting it from the top and intelligently or foolishly it is a part of the main script. Why? How? Well, while writing this I am trying to find those reasons. Am I trying to show off, while I show filmmaking as a part of my film?, well lets assume yes – when you have made a film, after its complete, you are done with it, it no longer remains just with you and that film will be seen by a particular audience, anywhere – thus when 'filmmaking' comes in between the story or is the story I try to show that see this is where I am in the film. Thus I somehow try to prove the point that see even in my profession – the profession which I was never suppose to take up in my life – I somewhere leave a mark of myself – call it a self-obsessive gimmick! Or should we see this in a different perspective – that since it is our inception in this particular field as we are a part of a film school – that we are so enamoured by it that we are bound to create stories around it. Stories, unless you are not adapting, come from within yourself and when it comes from you, it has a part of you. However hard you may try – if you are the mother who gives a birth to the story – it is bound to have your features in it. And like birthmarks, the story too once it is out of you leaves certain impressions about those particular characters with you, which is again dangerous, coz when in reality you do meet a character like that you tend to force your way of thinking on to it.

Then, apart from these 2 there are other reasons for me which leads to include the aspect of making films about 'filmmaking'. One of them is that the audience throughout these years have been watching all story-based films – so the audience knows now the kind of stories that come and given a particular character's mental journey – what will happen in due course of the film – thus they expect a particular kind of twist and turn in the main plot. Thus Syd Field comes up with the kind of screenplay format – where he tries to say that 2 plot points are important for a good script. But is Syd Field the only one to tell us that this is the 'formula' for a superhit screenplay – I give you the skeleton and now you fit your story into it. Thus, when the audience knows or expects a particular kind of story – me, who has has the privilidge to learn about films and filmmaking – let me take the audience on a tour and show them how actually films are made – what does it go to make a film – and what can go wrong while making a film. Hmmm…this sounds interesting to me. Show them what you do all 'day for night'. But does a doctor show the operational procedure to the patient or its relatives? Does a railway engine driver invite passengers to show how she/he drives? Does a architect show the steps of constructing a particular building? Well, sometimes they do…like a husband is allowed to watch and at times even help to see the baby come out from the mother. Ah..ha..so then that's what I do – if my story has an aspect about filmmaking, which I include while I make a film – then is there anything wrong? Truffaut and Godard have done it, Lynch, Fellini and Woody Allen did it. Hrishikesh Mukherjee did it in Guddi and Ram Gopal Varma did it in Rangeela. And there couldn't have been better examples then Mahabharata and Ramayana – where the authors themselves come into the story to tell an essential part of the story. But then it is important to know that not in every film did Truffaut, Verma or Godard did this. Agreed, if we see their repertoire they are the ones who have highly experimented with the forms and styles and the ways to tell a story. But then probably till the time I am in film school and am learning about the tools of film making that I am enamoured by it. As time passes, I would give birth to stories that will be able to have an identity of their own and not as if "Oh here it comes again from this guy!"

But then I wonder till the time I am studying about films, am I on some kind of road towards a trilogy about filmmaking? Coz at MCRC, jamia, we are allowed to make 3 films (of varying durations ) as a part of the course. The third is of course upto your capability to handle the film as a medium. So, even if I manage to get that – will there again be a filmmaking angle into it or would I finally break free from the kind of thinking that filmmaking is not the only aspect the rest of the world is interested in!

meeting K

so then....K stands for what... K for Kafka...(errr...no...) K for the K-series...(well..not there...) K for the K-syndrome in hindi films...(rubbish..!!!) K for ....hmmm... K for... Kan it be Kashyap.... ??? (yyyyyeaaaahhhh..... u are there...) so then.. today we finally meet, as Lynch would term in his Lost Highway symbolism..."the Mystery Man" - Anurag Kashyap.... good lord that i met him in this birth else i would die with a few questions in my mind about his film and my soul would not go to rest in peace....but then.. as Baba bangali says... "aatma hai toh sharir ishwar hai.. aatma nahi toh sharir nashwar hai.." ok i guess my ramblings are not making sense...but am proud of it.. after all this is my first blog and am free to write the way i want.. neither K, nor any A to Z cares about it.... But then let me pour out my heart K - man u are awesome.. in the shallow pools of mediocrity there is a frog who jumps high and man what a leap he takes in form of "No Smoking" - "a small step for K is a giant leap for our indian cinema" and then K is so approachable... K has a photographic memory....like a kid he was going ga-ga over his "emotional hathyachaar". and after all was done.. he could sit in front of us with his lappie, when we were having lunch... and make us hear his forthcoming songs...wow!..i was floored.... K introduced us to Fatih Akin - the turkish-born German director with his films like Head-On, Edge of Heaven...etc... K my interpretations on No smoking are as follows....they maybe wrong but they are mine K..and "Nobody tells me what to do..." :) Take Smoking as a metaphor for Filmmaking... now whats new.. everyone knows that...ok lets go ahead...

1. the "the Dead Factory" - is of course RGV's now dead production house...

2. The Prayogshaala - (A) is a big production house ala Yash Raj studios who beat, whip and make people do from them what they want....it can be any other production house... hint: when baba bangali says "salaam Namaste MBBS"... both films written by Abbas tyrewala..he is directly refering to how abbas was made to write stuff... (B) the Prayogshaala can also be a Censor board - cause that is how they try to confine filmmakers and restrict their freedom to think. they decide and we make...

3. and if the concept B is true for Prayogshala, then the ZERO Hour is a film festival where there is no Censorship and people are free to watch whatever they want to - there are no certificates like U or A.. its free for everyone...

4. the character of Alex - La Fidal Castrated... is like a Sanjay Gupta character who brings stuff from outside to sell it in India. They way Sanjay Gupta rips the foreign film DVDs and sells it in India - in the name of his own....

5. the 2 fingers of K that are shown cut in the end are the 2 banned films of K - Paanch and black friday....

6. the 2 versions of a same woman are of course the 2 ways a man wants to see a woman - as a devoted wife and as a seductress in office... (but then i loved it when Ayesha Takia's chartacter says that - he married her secretary who is now her wife...so she kind of fits in both roles..but then in first half after K tells to the old lady to take the stairs - he asks in his office that where is the secretary on which he is said that she is on a leave today... well...? there i go again....

7. and then there is this wonderful hint given before everything is to begin... the eunuch comes and gives change.. and tells to K.. he may need it...

8. when we come to know in the end that the hospital was inaugrated by Baba Bangali .. the date is 1st april... welll.... that means...we are being made fools....any guesses.... hmm.... now am tired.. will try to edit this post.. when i can.... till then K, u are a magnet....

thanks for letting us think....

first film

on my first film
there is something with the 'firsts' in life! your first day at school...your first love...your first wedding night...your first salary...n the first film - we all treasure these moments - thats what i experienced when rolling the film in the camera - bliss...
after talking incessantly on films with the utmost strangers from last so many years...i finally did make a film - so what if it didnt have sound n it was a silent film? - i am making it loud on orkut...:)
"bolo na...bolex"a hardik mukul mehta film

on OM Shanti Om

Aaaaaaaaah.. finally.. i m so relieved, just a few months ago i thought Farah Khan took away my excitement of paying a tribute to hindi cinema, but alas what she does is she Spoofs... n big time.....
there is a thin line between spoof and tribute, lot of directors have failed to understand this...
Om shanti Om is good in parts, infact enjoyable, the music is just too good for the film... the mohabbat-man and the dhomm tanna song rocks...but then the film doesnt have much more than a few laughs...
dear farah,u dont have to be of a hindi film lineage to pay a tribute to hindi films.. u need to be a true and an honest fan of hindi cinema to pay a tribute....
and in the hinterlands of india there are hundreds of such people who know hindi cinema more than u...
regards,An AVID hindi cinema fan....
(P.S: the editing of Om Shanti Om is nothing short of crap)

On saawariya

am confused these days...
are all the review writers a bunch of fools or is it my unconditional love for cinema...?
having said that i think Sanjay leela bhansali is an auteur in true sense...his films are like dreams... they do not have any specified time and space...what they do have is the language of cinema written all over...add to it his keen sense of music...its almost as if he is the music director of the film...
dear farah,
there is a difference between a 100 m race and a marathon! if u wanted to pay your tributes to cinema and hindi films, it would be really wise if u watch saawariya...the umbrella of Shri 420, the reels of Mughal-e-azam and the khota sikka of Sholay...and finally the dialogue of karz...
wow bhansali u make me dream more...

best'est' songs of 2007

As all tom, dick and harrys would be rating their favourite or best things of last year....here' s my list of 10 best pieces of music in hindi films....Caution: (popular choices ahead)
1. O re piya – Aaja Nachle
2. Tere Bina – Guru
3. Jaan-e-jaan / Yoon Shabnami– Saawariyaa
4. Ajab si/ Mei agar kahoon – Om Shanti Om
5. Maa / Jame Raho – Taare Zameen Par
6. Bol na Halke halke – Jhoom Barabar Jhoom
7. Dil Kya karein (adnan sami version) – Salaam-e-Ishq
8. Tumse hi / Aaoge Jab Tum – Jab We Met
9. Beetein Lamhe – The Train
10. Maula Mere – Chak De India

Wordsworth...

yeh world hai na world... issme do tarah ke log hotte hai...ek jo saari zindagi mei ek he kaam karte rehte hain aur doosre jo ek he zindagi mei saare kam kar dete hai..."
it cannot be true for anyone else than Gulzar saab - writer, director, poet, playwright...and what not...
a few of my favourite Gulzarizations:
1. "Itna lamba kash lo yaaron ke dum nikal jaaye, aye zindagi sulgaon yaaron, gum nikal jaaye...
2. Oho zara rastaa toh do, thoda sa baadal chakhna hai..."
3. lambe dhaage dhuyein ke, saans silne lage hai, pyaas udhadi huyi hain, honth chhilane lage hai...
4. udti udti ankhiyon ke lad gaye pech lad gayye ve...
5. doston se jhoothi moothi doosron ka naam leke, phir meri baatein karna...
6. beedi jalai le jigar se piya, jigar ma badi aag hai...
7. jinke sar ho ishq ki chaav, pav ke neeche janat hogi...
8. Dhaagein tod laao chaandni se noor ke...
9. Nazrein uthaai aapne, toh waqt rook gaya, thehre hue pal mei zamaane beet gayye...
the 9th one is from thodi si bewafaai and a similar line comes in Jhoom barabar jhoom's bol na halke halke...
10. "woh ek din, sau saal ka, sau saal ki woh raat thi... kaisa lage jo chup chap dono pal-pal mei saari sadiyaan beeta de...."
what imagination....

O brother where art thou?

O brother where art thou?
- the Lumiere brothers invented cinema...
- on Oscar list of 2008, we see Coen brothers everywhere in each category...thus its the right time to remember our desi version of brothers... the Wadia brothers...
Homi Wadia and Jamshed Wadia- the forerunners of stunt films in 30s and the ones who brought Fearless Nadia to fame...

- like me they too had a fascination for trains... their films include Toofan Mail, Miss Frontier Mail, Punjab Mail etc...Their films had Nadia performing stunts herself with a horse who was always named "Punjab ka Beta" (seems they were the ones who started the punjabification in indian cinema and like all experiments they started with animals :) )
One of the most interesting charecteristics of Wadia brothers were their film titles:
Hurricane Hansa
Hunterwaali ki Beti
Bambaiwaali
Diamond Queen
Lutaru Lalna
Toofani Tarzan
Zimbo
Zabak
Hanuman Pataal Vijay
Haatimtai....

a tribute to all the brothers who were born to CineMAA!

ghalib ki ghazal....

1:43 am.
it s wednesday morning and whatta morning i am having here...its always extra special when my friend tanmay is on guitar - but today the ghazal is acting more like the alcohol - it is just sinking in me.. dont know why..but the day and the happenings in day is the reason for it...

for a long while, i had never been on the receiving end.. i meant .. oh i meant that its always me who has to sing for people, but today i loved hearing someone sing this ghazal from mirza ghalib...

aah ko chahiye ek umr asar hone ke tak...

its like when u ask sachin to sit back and relax and watch lara making people run all around the park. ok! i dont mean that i am some sachin or something...


the other 2 gems that tanmay pulled out from his repertoire were:

1. kyun zindagi ki raah mei majboor ho gaye... - saath saath

2. wafa jo tumse maine nibhai...umr na muft mei sadko pe beetayi hoti...Daddy


its a wonderful feeling...i so love nights that are full of music, that strike so much melody between friends, that pluck the strings of your heart...hmmm... only thing: a nice coffee was missed....

The 8th wonder of the world

once upon a time...

all great or not-so-great stories have begun with these very words...truly, when i look back... i feel as if i was born here in this building called "munshi"...

On my last trip to munshi...i felt

- the walls were yearning to listen to our cacophony...
- the gardener still cuts the grass without any mercy...
- the loos still have our graffiti intact...
- the rooms are still as dirty as ever...
- and the tales of ragging are still heard in the corridors...

but a few things have changed for better or for worse...i dont know...

- the cycle stand now hosts a slew of motor cycles...
- the old telephone is replaced...
- the rooms have internet...
- there is TATA SKY in TV room...phew...!

am blessed i lived in an era when there was nothing but our own voice, our own guitar and our own people...here's my tribute to that place....

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-2395974564042722936&hl=en